.
then i heard her sorry voice ask
do u have a food of choice
so i bit her up quite open
right in front of all the boys
then i slipped these words inside her
deep between her thighs so moist
it said
gurl u best forget ur music
all that wailing is just noise
and remember oh my fingers
never were ur sorry
toys
#flash #tattoo #sartrowski
.
who put that magic in ur kisses
and who laid down those spells for u
those nightmares wet and barren wishes
that u breathe thru ur touch of blu
into the men that call u missus
who was it little fuck up
who
who taught u how to open blisters
and how to shut sad eyes for good
and how to shame ur every sister
dripping hope into the cruel
stinkin mouths of lying misters
and furthermore please
tell me tru
who taught u how to sink horizons
and crack the fucking moon
right thru
oh who
#flash #tattoo #sartrowski
.
well fuck the sun
u knoe it always
leaves with all
that seems okay
and left u are
with screens and lights
and nights
that never keep at bay
those sad reruns
between ur eyes
a count of every way
u failed
and fuck sleep too
that sorry pause
u only wake to find the laws of
call me back
have changed forever
no text is there
and thru it all
we’ve switched the status for eachoth’ to
always never
and that’s just that
and while i know
i’m gone for good
and will prolly die
without a miss
i hate one day
i’ll call on u
and only get
new phone who dis
#flash #tattoo #sartrowski
oh
when i saw u from the stage
i knew like fucking right away
that smth bad would shortly happen
and i’d be dead within the week
and u my dear
my murder weapon
would be the cause
for which my cheek
has turned with just
a simple kiss
from silly rose
to fucking bleak
oh fucking bleak
#flash #tattoo #sartrowski
#thestruggleisreal
to all those
who wake up happy
in another person’s home
smell of cookies and of monsters
coffee stirr itself alone
know there’s colors in ur sorrow
and there’s beauty in ur woe
careful how u pick those pretty
hands that mean to take u home
#flash #tattoo #sartrowski
.
it’s okay it’s just the moon
the fucking moon
#flash #tattoo #sartrowski
tomorrow i’ll be able to wear my sadness round town until then a shit poem okay
.
and skin on skin
we did collapse
the weight of fridges in our kiss
a truck load waste of hunger vast
a pool of woe we once called bliss
we kissed
and then u walked away
ur knees so eager to be gone
so eager still to run astray
as i was thrilled to grow alone
and even tho my crotch’s a road
where many losers lay their tent
u left ur mark upon my grounds
and in my smile u left
a dent
now i admit i really tried
to fix my crooked teeth u knoe
i tried a hundred couches luv
a dentist too some booze
and levers
but nothing changed ur mark’s still there
and barren born are my endeavours
and nothing tastes quite like
ur mouth
a sorrow bittered with forever
oh fuck ur awful cold forever
#badjubies #apparel #sartrowski
touched a gurl
her fingers wet
begged for something
to forget
touched her skin
her silhouette
caved beneath my sorry breath
touched me back
a nightmare wet
said ‘sad boy
let’s give each other
something pretty
to regret’
#badjubies #apparel #sartrowski
oh fucking no
the gurl’s bad news
the gurl’s bad muse
#badjubies #apparel #sartrowski
.
her skin it peeled
like rotten lime
a flakey widow
flakey smile
she touched her forehead
sorrow vile
cried she said
yeah hugs don’t get ‘em
kisses neither fucking why
oh every touch a man he lays
upon my breast
my peely thighs
i fucking hate it
shrug with awe
with crude disgust
god ur dying
sweating lust
how can u sit there
looking so so fucking stupid
with those doors
just pinned inside
ur hollowed eyes
u look at me like i’m some heaven
i fucking hate u but u’ll write
some fucking poem
some time later
if we fuck
and then i bust
u’ll fucking wear ur eyes off rust
oh come and touch me
if u must
oh come and touch me
if u must
#flash #tattoo #sartrowski